“Productive” Day?
Spent most of the day (all of the day?) rearranging my tasks into something that will hopefully be easier for me to follow and work with, regardless of what type of task it is while still keeping it sorted and easily accessible from both my phone and my computer. I was super focused all day. I guess the MPD helped. Hopefully tomorrow will work for me too. Now I just need to prepare the adventure for the convention at the end of the month. Shouldn’t be a problem. I’m already familiar with it and have it bookmarked. I mostly want to have all the encounters handy and the character sheets for newbies. And I also need to find new players for my Monday Kingsmaker game.
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Finally feeling somewhat better
Better compared to absolute dog shit but it’s something. I feel like I need a new sleep regime but I’m afraid it might be something like 0200-0600 and I’ll feel great for a week and then crash for a week.
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Feeling worse than yesterday
Tooka sleeping pill. Hoped wouldn’t remember. Don’t remember the end of the day. Still remember fucked up dreams I’d rather not talk about. Feels like I can’t do anything. Like every muscle in my body is saying no. Like it’s every bit of willpower I have just to untense. I’m not doing what I’m doing because I’m lazy or powerless. It’s because it’s that or crying myself to soreness and sleep. I really want to shower. Hope I can get to it today.
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Nightmares.
Second night in a row. Feels like I’ve been hit with a hammer. Can barely gather enough energy to make a coffee.
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The News; Some of it’s fun, some of it sucks
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Nuance Lost
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So Tired…
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News Recap
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The Trouble with AuDHD
Get this, of all the prescription drugs we buy regularly (and there are quite a few), of all the medicine that like while the doctor’s note to buy, the hardest one to get is methylphenidate (a.k.a Ritalin), the one that treats ADHD. By hard to get I mean I can only buy one pack, a month’s supply, I have to do it on a specific day, only I can do it, because they require ID, that they photocopy every time. Are you following? The drug that is supposed to help people with attention disorders, with executive dysfunction issues, with a serious problem of just generating enough motivation to do anything, even things they know are good for them, sometimes even things that make them happy, is the most difficult thing to buy. How the fuck does that make sense?
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