Feeling worse than yesterday

Tooka sleeping pill. Hoped wouldn’t remember.

Don’t remember the end of the day. Still remember fucked up dreams I’d rather not talk about.

Feels like I can’t do anything. Like every muscle in my body is saying no. Like it’s every bit of willpower I have just to untense.

I’m not doing what I’m doing because I’m lazy or powerless. It’s because it’s that or crying myself to soreness and sleep.

I really want to shower. Hope I can get to it today.


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