Feeling worse than yesterday
Tooka sleeping pill. Hoped wouldn’t remember.
Don’t remember the end of the day. Still remember fucked up dreams I’d rather not talk about.
Feels like I can’t do anything. Like every muscle in my body is saying no. Like it’s every bit of willpower I have just to untense.
I’m not doing what I’m doing because I’m lazy or powerless. It’s because it’s that or crying myself to soreness and sleep.
I really want to shower. Hope I can get to it today.
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